I realised that, ever since I entered JC, im forced to grow up and can no longer be a kid that just wants to have fun all day long.

During lectures, the tutors dont evn wait for you.

If you cant catch up, too bad.

It's like youre totally on yur own and forced to be independent.

Im actually quite alright w my school already, except for the orientation.

The orientation isnt evn like one......... z.

Plus, other jcs are still having orientation while we have alr started lessons.

We're gna have a orientation camp, but tht's like weeks or months later.

Retarded right? Shouldnt all the orientation stuff be before the lessons so that we can get to know each other before lessons start?

Their lessons are extremely poorly planned as well.

Most of us have no lessons for the whole day, or sometimes even a 4 hr break till our next lesson ._.

Anw, CCA exhibition was today!

Some CCAs were rly soooo coooool.

I was so attracted to em and wanted to sign up so badly.

But my back injury prevented me from doing so ultimately.

Yeah, the feeling was awful.

My heart rly sank and I rly felt damn useless z.

I ended up signing up for some non-sports CCAs, so unlike me....... -.-

Yeah like band and guitar. I fell in love w band after I heard them play :)

I signed up for volleyball as well though, always liked it.

Then............ My ex coach spotted me and dragged me to tabletennis z.

So I got kinda forced to sign up for it.

And he kinda demanded me to go for trng on Fri.

They need players so yeah..............

And I just feel bad if I reject them.

Cus the captains's rly nice!

And yes they really need players.

But the thing is, I dont have a passion for tabetennis anymore.

Damnit my mum's right, why do I always put other people infront of myself........... -.-

Ugh I rly dont knw what to do lahh.

I desperately need advice manz.

Anyone pleaaaaaaaaaaaase, should I continue w t-t or join something new?

Im totally stuck in the middle ._.

Tagboard or whateverz, rly appreciate it thanks! ♥

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